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Poem “Casual Killing” CeLillianne Green Copyright © 2014

We are not here to be your minister

Instead, we convert you into that which is sinister

A monster, a demon, a menace

For causing your death, we will not do penance 

We convert your humanity into what, not who, we see

In our conversion, we see no basis for equality 

Your humanity, we have been taught not to see

3/5ths of a human is the origin of your pedigree

It was written in the U.S. Constitution

The 13th Amendment was a compromise solution

Prisons have not stopped using the labor of slaves

And for police killings, charges are waived

The law upheld the casual killing of a slave

No remorse.  It was not viewed as depraved

What’s the difference between a slave and you?

Casual killing still holds true

You casually kill each other too

This is what centuries of self-hate can do

Your casual killing, your self-hate

The system can easily accommodate

Arrests, charges, trials, prison, probation, and parole

For you, the system has a clear goal

The system accommodates us as well

We have a different story to tell

The system is just for us

This is why you continue to fuss

We need not march, protest, or make demands

For us, the system works just as planned

Grand jurors ensure we are not publicly tried

Your death, by our hands will be justified

We kill with impunity and with government immunity

Your acts of surrender, we do not remember

Hands in the air, we do not care 

A boy, a teenager, a mother, a father

Protecting your life, we need not bother

In you, we see a danger, a suspect, a weapon 

We see melanin in your complexion 

This is how we profile you

Men, women, and children too

It is not possible to serve or to protect

People who we profile and do not respect

We can beat or kill Black women without hesitation

Knowing the outcry will not span the nation 

In 2 seconds, we can shoot your boy dead on a play ground

And, we expect the system to protect us as we move around

We can end your teenager’s life and leave his body in the street

A 4 ½ – hour warning in mid-day summer heat

For you, this is how we meet and greet

Our power and control is not meant to be discreet

We represent the system.  We embody the law.

You are not to question what we say or do

Do not speak unless spoken to

You must obey

Yes Sir, yes Ma’am are the words to say

The words “I can’t breathe” are not on our list

These words sound like you’re starting to resist

To resist our chokehold is much too bold

It means you are attempting to live

Your attempt to live, we cannot forgive

In a system born of racism and persistent hate

Your words, your breathing carry very little weight

Breathing is not our priority for you

Our prior conduct has shown this is true

If you say “I can’t breathe” multiple times

Each time increases your resistance in our minds

How can you desire to breathe and to be free?

The desire for freedom is a human condition

For you to want it, raises our suspicion

We see your breathing insistence as an act of resistance.

We define resistance exclusively

It does not matter what others see

The people who videotape, watch, or hear

These witnesses do cause us to fear

To fear your humanity might be accepted

To fear your desire to live might be respected 

Yet, witnesses do not temper our behavior

We know the system will rule in our favor 

So, of course, we can use more force

We decide when to escalate the situation

Regardless of witness observations

It is our judgment to make

If you die, we made a casual mistake

We do not need a pretense 

In-the-line-of-duty is our defense

The system serves and protects us without reservation

It is what we deserve. It is our expectation

This system was not designed with you in mind

Except to control, contain, or confine

Of course, liberty and justice for all is America’s ideal

But, for you, this was not meant to be real

Thus, your death, by our hands is not really a crime

The prosecutor will make sure, at just the right time

In the meantime, we do share a common thread

If we interact, you could end up dead.

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